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Reflection: I Do Choose (15th Jan, 2026, Year A)

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Readings

1 Samuel 4.1–11 – And the word of Samuel came to all Israel. In those days the Philistines mustered for war against Israel, and Israel went out to battle against them; they encamped at Ebenezer, and the Philistines encamped at Aphek. The Philistines drew up in line against Israel, and when the battle was joined, Israel was defeated by the Philistines, who killed about four thousand men on the field of battle. When the troops came to the camp, the elders of Israel said, ‘Why has the Lord put us to rout today before the Philistines? Let us bring the ark of the covenant of the Lord here from Shiloh, so that he may come among us and save us from the power of our enemies.’ So the people sent to Shiloh, and brought from there the ark of the covenant of the Lord of hosts, who is enthroned on the cherubim. The two sons of Eli, Hophni and Phinehas, were there with the ark of the covenant of God. When the ark of the covenant of the Lord came into the camp, all Israel gave a mighty shout, so that the earth resounded. When the Philistines heard the noise of the shouting, they said, ‘What does this great shouting in the camp of the Hebrews mean?’ When they learned that the ark of the Lord had come to the camp, the Philistines were afraid; for they said, ‘Gods have come into the camp.’ They also said, ‘Woe to us! For nothing like this has happened before. Woe to us! Who can deliver us from the power of these mighty gods? These are the gods who struck the Egyptians with every sort of plague in the wilderness. Take courage, and be men, O Philistines, in order not to become slaves to the Hebrews as they have been to you; be men and fight.’ So the Philistines fought; Israel was defeated, and they fled, everyone to his home. There was a very great slaughter, for there fell of Israel thirty thousand foot-soldiers. The ark of God was captured; and the two sons of Eli, Hophni and Phinehas, died.

Mark 1.40–end – A leper came to him begging him, and kneeling he said to him, ‘If you choose, you can make me clean.’ Moved with pity, Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him, and said to him, ‘I do choose. Be made clean!’ Immediately the leprosy left him, and he was made clean. After sternly warning him he sent him away at once, saying to him, ‘See that you say nothing to anyone; but go, show yourself to the priest, and offer for your cleansing what Moses commanded, as a testimony to them.’ But he went out and began to proclaim it freely, and to spread the word, so that Jesus could no longer go into a town openly, but stayed out in the country; and people came to him from every quarter.

Reflection

In our two readings today we are presented with two very different pictures of how people relate to God — and, perhaps more importantly, how God relates to people.

In the reading from 1 Samuel, Israel is in crisis. They are at war with the Philistines and have already suffered defeat. In their desperation, they decide to bring the Ark of the Covenant into the battlefield. The Ark, the sacred symbol of God’s presence, is carried out with great ceremony. There is shouting, confidence, even triumph before the battle has begun. Surely now, with the Ark among them, God must give them victory.

But the result is devastating. Israel is defeated again, the Ark is captured, and many lives are lost.

The shock of this story lies in its uncomfortable truth: the people treat the Ark as if it were a lucky charm, something to be used, rather than a sign of a living relationship with God. They want God’s power, but without the humility, repentance, and trust that faithful living requires. God is reduced to an object they hope will guarantee success.

Contrast this with the Gospel reading from Mark.

Here we meet a man with leprosy — someone excluded, feared, and pushed to the margins of society. He comes to Jesus not with shouting or confidence, but with vulnerability. He kneels and says, “If you choose, you can make me clean.” There is no attempt to control Jesus, no assumption of entitlement. Only trust.

And Jesus’ response is striking. Moved with compassion, he reaches out and touches the man — something that would have made Jesus himself ritually unclean. He crosses boundaries of fear and exclusion and says, “I do choose. Be made clean.”

In this moment, power flows not through an object or ritual used for advantage, but through compassion, relationship, and mercy. God’s holiness is not diminished by contact with suffering — instead, healing and restoration flow outward.

Placed side by side, these readings ask us a searching question: how do we approach God?

Do we, like Israel in Samuel, sometimes treat God as a means to an end — something to help us succeed, to fix our problems, to confirm our own plans? Even our religious practices, good as they are, can slip into that pattern if we are not careful: prayers that are really demands, worship that seeks reassurance without transformation.

Or do we come like the man in the Gospel — aware of our need, honest about our brokenness, trusting not in outcomes but in the character of Jesus?

The good news is that Jesus does not turn away those who come in humility. He does not require perfect faith or impressive words. He responds to honesty and trust. He touches what others avoid. He restores dignity where it has been lost.

For us, in the life of the Church, this is both a comfort and a challenge. God is not something we possess or control. Yet God is closer than we dare to imagine — present not as a tool for our success, but as a companion who brings healing, even when the path is costly.

As we reflect on these readings, we are invited to lay aside any temptation to use God for our own purposes, and instead to place ourselves before Christ as we are — trusting that, in his compassion, he still says: “I do choose.”

Amen.

Reflection: Speak, Lord (14th Jan, 2026, Year A)

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Readings

1 Samuel 3.1–10, 19–20 – Now the boy Samuel was ministering to the Lord under Eli. The word of the Lord was rare in those days; visions were not widespread. At that time Eli, whose eyesight had begun to grow dim so that he could not see, was lying down in his room; the lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was lying down in the temple of the Lord, where the ark of God was. Then the Lord called, ‘Samuel! Samuel!’ and he said, ‘Here I am!’ and ran to Eli, and said, ‘Here I am, for you called me.’ But he said, ‘I did not call; lie down again.’ So he went and lay down. The Lord called again, ‘Samuel!’ Samuel got up and went to Eli, and said, ‘Here I am, for you called me.’ But he said, ‘I did not call, my son; lie down again.’ Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord, and the word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him. The Lord called Samuel again, a third time. And he got up and went to Eli, and said, ‘Here I am, for you called me.’ Then Eli perceived that the Lord was calling the boy. Therefore Eli said to Samuel, ‘Go, lie down; and if he calls you, you shall say, “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.” ’ So Samuel went and lay down in his place. Now the Lord came and stood there, calling as before, ‘Samuel! Samuel!’ And Samuel said, ‘Speak, for your servant is listening.’ As Samuel grew up, the Lord was with him and let none of his words fall to the ground. And all Israel from Dan to Beer-sheba knew that Samuel was a trustworthy prophet of the Lord.

Mark 1.29–39 – As soon as they left the synagogue, they entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. Now Simon’s mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they told him about her at once. He came and took her by the hand and lifted her up. Then the fever left her, and she began to serve them. That evening, at sunset, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed with demons. And the whole city was gathered around the door. And he cured many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him. In the morning, while it was still very dark, he got up and went out to a deserted place, and there he prayed. And Simon and his companions hunted for him. When they found him, they said to him, ‘Everyone is searching for you.’ He answered, ‘Let us go on to the neighbouring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do.’ And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.

Reflection

In both of our readings today, we encounter a God who speaks — and a people who are learning how to listen.

In the passage from 1 Samuel, we meet the boy Samuel in the temple at Shiloh. It is a quiet, almost fragile moment. We are told that “the word of the Lord was rare in those days; visions were not widespread.” Israel is not in a time of great spiritual confidence. The priest Eli is old, his sons have brought the priesthood into disrepute, and the people’s faith feels tired and uncertain.

And yet it is precisely in that setting that God chooses to speak — not to a king, not to a prophet, but to a child. Samuel hears his name called in the night, and like any child he assumes it must be Eli. It takes time, patience, and guidance for Samuel to recognise the voice of God. Only when Eli helps him does Samuel learn the posture of listening faith: “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.”

That simple sentence lies at the heart of discipleship. God’s call is not always loud or dramatic. It often comes quietly, persistently, sometimes inconveniently — and we may mistake it at first for something else. Samuel’s story reassures us that misunderstanding does not disqualify us. God continues to call, and God provides guides — mentors, teachers, companions in faith — who help us learn to listen.

Turning to the Gospel, Mark presents a very different scene, full of energy and movement. Jesus heals Simon’s mother-in-law, and suddenly the whole town gathers at the door. Needs press in from every side: sickness, suffering, desperate hope. Jesus responds with compassion and authority. He heals many and drives out demons. It would be easy to imagine that this is exactly what Jesus should keep doing — staying where he is needed, where he is successful, where people are grateful.

But then, in the early morning, while it is still dark, Jesus goes to a deserted place to pray. Like Samuel in the night, Jesus seeks the quiet place of listening. When the disciples find him and urge him to return — “Everyone is searching for you” — Jesus responds not by giving in to demand, but by naming his calling: “Let us go on to the neighbouring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do.”

Here, too, we see the pattern of listening leading to obedience. Jesus’ prayer shapes his priorities. Even good and urgent demands must be held alongside attentiveness to God’s purpose.

Together, these readings invite us to reflect on our own attentiveness to God. In a world that is noisy, busy, and full of competing voices, when do we make space to listen? Are we open to God speaking in unexpected ways — through scripture, through prayer, through the needs of others, or through a quiet nudge of the Spirit?

They also challenge us to consider what listening leads to. For Samuel, it meant growing into a life of faithful service, becoming a trustworthy prophet among the people. For Jesus, it meant continuing his mission beyond comfort and familiarity.

For us, listening to God may not lead to dramatic moments, but it may shape the small, faithful decisions of daily life: where we offer our time, how we respond to need, when we choose prayer over busyness, and how we say, again and again, “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.” May God grant us the grace to hear his voice, to discern his call, and to follow where he leads.

Amen.

Sermon: The Baptism of Christ (11th Jan, 2026, Year A)

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Readings

Acts 10.34–43 – Then Peter began to speak to them: ‘I truly understand that God shows no partiality, but in every nation anyone who fears him and does what is right is acceptable to him. You know the message he sent to the people of Israel, preaching peace by Jesus Christ—he is Lord of all. That message spread throughout Judea, beginning in Galilee after the baptism that John announced: how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power; how he went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with him. We are witnesses to all that he did both in Judea and in Jerusalem. They put him to death by hanging him on a tree; but God raised him on the third day and allowed him to appear, not to all the people but to us who were chosen by God as witnesses, and who ate and drank with him after he rose from the dead. He commanded us to preach to the people and to testify that he is the one ordained by God as judge of the living and the dead. All the prophets testify about him that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name.’

Matthew 3.13–end – Then Jesus came from Galilee to John at the Jordan, to be baptized by him. John would have prevented him, saying, ‘I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?’ But Jesus answered him, ‘Let it be so now; for it is proper for us in this way to fulfil all righteousness.’ Then he consented. And when Jesus had been baptized, just as he came up from the water, suddenly the heavens were opened to him and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. And a voice from heaven said, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.’

Sermon

Today we stand at a turning point in the Christian year. The Christmas celebrations are drawing to a close, Epiphany light still shines, and we find ourselves by the waters of the River Jordan. The Feast of the Baptism of Christ invites us to watch Jesus step forward from the quiet years of Nazareth and into the public life that will lead him to the cross and beyond.

Matthew tells us that Jesus comes to John the Baptist to be baptised. This is surprising. John’s baptism was a baptism of repentance, a sign of turning away from sin and preparing for the coming of God’s kingdom. John himself is baffled: “I need to be baptised by you, and do you come to me?” Why would the one who is without sin submit to a baptism meant for sinners?

Jesus’ answer is brief but profound: “Let it be so now; for it is proper for us in this way to fulfil all righteousness.” In other words, Jesus chooses to stand exactly where humanity stands. He does not remain at a distance. He does not begin his ministry with power or spectacle, but with humility and solidarity. He steps into the water with everyone else.

This moment at the Jordan tells us something essential about who Jesus is and how God chooses to work. Jesus does not save us from afar; he saves us by entering fully into our life. He goes down into the water not because he needs cleansing, but because we do. From the very start of his ministry, Jesus aligns himself with the broken, the searching, the repentant, and the hopeful.

And then something extraordinary happens. As Jesus comes up from the water, the heavens are opened, the Spirit descends like a dove, and a voice from heaven declares: “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.” This is one of the great revealing moments of the gospel. Here, at the river, the identity of Jesus is made known. He is God’s Son. He is beloved. He is pleasing to the Father.

It is important to notice when this affirmation comes. It comes before Jesus has preached a sermon, before he has healed the sick, before he has challenged the authorities or gone to the cross. God’s declaration of love does not depend on Jesus’ achievements; it rests on who he is. This is not only a truth about Jesus—it is a truth that echoes into our own baptismal identity.

The Feast of the Baptism of Christ is not only about Jesus; it is also about us. In our own baptism, we are joined to Christ, united with him in his life, death, and resurrection. We, too, are named and claimed by God. We, too, are called beloved—not because we have earned it, but because God has chosen us in Christ.

Our reading from Acts helps us see how far-reaching this truth is. Peter, speaking in the house of Cornelius, makes a remarkable confession: “I truly understand that God shows no partiality, but in every nation anyone who fears him and does what is right is acceptable to him.” This is a watershed moment in the life of the early Church. Peter realises that the good news of Jesus is not limited by ethnicity, culture, or background. The Spirit who descended on Jesus at the Jordan is being poured out far beyond the boundaries people expected.

Peter goes on to summarise the heart of the gospel: Jesus was anointed with the Holy Spirit and with power; he went about doing good and healing those oppressed by evil; he was put to death; and God raised him on the third day. This is the story that begins at the Jordan. Baptism marks the beginning of Jesus’ public ministry, a ministry shaped by the Spirit and characterised by compassion, justice, and life-giving love.

What connects the river Jordan and the house of Cornelius is this: God’s saving work is for all, and it begins in humility. Jesus steps into the water. Peter steps across cultural and religious boundaries. In both cases, God is doing something new—opening up the heavens, opening up the Church, opening up the possibility of life for all people.

For us, this feast is an invitation to remember who we are and whose we are. Baptism is not just something that happened in the past; it is a present reality that shapes how we live. To be baptised into Christ is to share in his way of life: a life of humility, service, and trust in the Father’s love.

It also challenges us. If Jesus, the beloved Son, was willing to stand in solidarity with sinners, where are we being called to stand? If God shows no partiality, how are we called to widen our hearts, our churches, and our communities? Baptism sends us out into the world, just as Jesus was sent out from the Jordan, to bear witness to God’s love in word and action.

As we reflect today, we might hold onto that voice from heaven: “This is my Son, the Beloved.” Through Christ, those words are spoken over us too. In a world that often measures worth by success, status, or strength, baptism reminds us that our deepest identity is gift, not achievement. We are loved before we do anything at all.

So, on this Feast of the Baptism of Christ, we give thanks for the waters that cleanse, the Spirit that empowers, and the voice that calls us beloved. And we pray that, like Jesus, we may step faithfully into the life God sets before us—trusting that the heavens are still open, and that God is still at work in us and through us.

Amen.

Reflection: Fear and Love in Faith (Jan 7th, 2026, Year A)

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Readings

1 John 4.11–18 – Beloved, since God loved us so much, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God lives in us, and his love is perfected in us. By this we know that we abide in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. And we have seen and do testify that the Father has sent his Son as the Saviour of the world. God abides in those who confess that Jesus is the Son of God, and they abide in God. So we have known and believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and those who abide in love abide in God, and God abides in them. Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness on the day of judgement, because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear; for fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not reached perfection in love.

Mark 6.45–52 – Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, to Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd. After saying farewell to them, he went up on the mountain to pray. When evening came, the boat was out on the lake, and he was alone on the land. When he saw that they were straining at the oars against an adverse wind, he came towards them early in the morning, walking on the lake. He intended to pass them by. But when they saw him walking on the lake, they thought it was a ghost and cried out; for they all saw him and were terrified. But immediately he spoke to them and said, ‘Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid.’ Then he got into the boat with them and the wind ceased. And they were utterly astounded, for they did not understand about the loaves, but their hearts were hardened.

Reflection

In our two readings today, we are invited to reflect on fear and love, and on what it means to trust God when the way ahead feels uncertain.

In the Gospel reading from Mark, the disciples find themselves in a boat, battling against the wind. They are doing exactly what Jesus has told them to do, yet the journey is hard and frightening. The wind is against them, and they are making little progress. It is in the middle of this struggle, in the darkness of the night, that Jesus comes to them, walking on the sea.

Mark tells us that when the disciples see him, they are terrified. They have been with Jesus for some time now, yet in this moment of fear they do not recognise him for who he is. They think he is a ghost. Fear clouds their vision and overwhelms their understanding. And so Jesus speaks those gentle but powerful words: ‘Take heart; it is I; do not be afraid.’ As soon as he gets into the boat, the wind ceases, and they are utterly astounded.

This scene perhaps resonates deeply with our own experience of life and faith. Many of us know what it is to feel as though we are rowing against the wind; trying to be faithful, trying to do what is right, yet finding ourselves tired, anxious, or afraid. Sometimes we pray and wonder why the struggle continues. Like the disciples, we may fail to recognise that Christ is nearer than we think, present even in the midst of the storm.

The letter of 1 John speaks directly into this experience. ‘Beloved, since God loved us so much, we also ought to love one another.’ John reminds us that God’s love is not abstract or distant. It is made real in Jesus Christ, and it grows in us as we live in love. Most strikingly, we are told that ‘there is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.’

Fear, in the Bible, is not just about being startled or anxious; it is also about what happens when we forget who God is and how deeply we are loved. The disciples’ fear on the lake is not just fear of the wind and the waves, it is fear born of not fully understanding who Jesus is. They had not yet grasped the depth of God’s love revealed in Christ.

In his letter, John, writing to a community learning how to live as God’s people, reassures them that abiding in God’s love changes us. When we abide in love – when we trust that God’s love holds us – fear loosens its grip. This does not mean that life becomes easy or that storms vanish immediately. But it does mean that we are not alone in the boat.

For us, in the life of the Church and in our daily lives, these readings invite us to ask: where are we rowing against the wind? Where are we anxious or afraid? And can we hear again Jesus’ words spoken into those places: ‘Take heart; it is I; do not be afraid.’

So today we are invited to trust more deeply in God’s perfect love, to allow it to calm our fears, and to live it out in the way we care for one another. The wind may still blow, and the night may feel long, but Christ is near, and his love is stronger than our fear.

Amen.

Sermon: Good News in the Dark (Christmas Eve Midnight Mass, 2025, Year A)

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Readings

Isaiah 52:7-10 – How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of the messenger who announces peace, who brings good news, who announces salvation, who says to Zion, “Your God reigns.” Listen! Your sentinels lift up their voices; together they shout for joy, for in plain sight they see the return of the Lord to Zion. Break forth; shout together for joy, you ruins of Jerusalem, for the Lord has comforted his people; he has redeemed Jerusalem. The Lord has bared his holy arm before the eyes of all the nations, and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God.

John 1:1-14 – In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. There was a man sent from God whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world came into being through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to what was his own, and his own people did not accept him. But to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave power to become children of God, who were born, not of blood or of the will of the flesh or of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have seen his glory, the glory as of a father’s only son, full of grace and truth.

Sermon

“How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of the messenger who announces peace, who brings good news.”

Those words from Isaiah that we’ve heard tonight were written for people who had known long years of waiting. People who had wondered whether God had forgotten them. People who had lived with loss, uncertainty, and the sense that the world was not as it should be. And into that weariness comes a messenger, not with arguments or explanations, but with good news: God reigns. Comfort has come. Salvation is near.

That is why these words are read tonight, at this Midnight Mass. Because this service happens at a particular moment: the day has ended, the world outside is quiet. Many of us arrive carrying the weight of the year that has been. Some of us come full of joy. Some come with grief close to the surface. Some come simply because this night matters, even if faith feels fragile or distant.

And into this night, the Church dares to say: Good news.

John’s Gospel tells that good news in a particular and poetic way. He doesn’t speak of a stable, shepherds, or angels singing. Instead, John takes us right back to the beginning of everything:

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

Before time, before history, before our joys and sorrows, there is God, speaking, creating, calling life into being. And John tells us that this Word, this divine life and light, does not stay far away.

“The Word became flesh and lived among us.”

Not appeared briefly. Not visited from a safe distance. Became flesh. Shared our life. Knew tiredness and joy, friendship and rejection, pain and love. God does not shout good news from the mountains only; God comes close enough to be held.

That matters, especially tonight.

Christmas is not just about sentiment, though it has its place. It is about a claim at the heart of our faith: that God meets us not by escaping the darkness, but by entering into it.

John says, “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.” He says the light shines — and keeps shining — even when the darkness is real.

That is a word many of us need to hear.

Because Christmas comes whether life is tidy or not. It comes into a world still marked by conflict and fear. It comes into families that are complicated, into hearts that are anxious, into lives that feel unfinished. Midnight Mass does not pretend otherwise. But it lights a candle and says: God is here.

And in the familiar Christmas story that we tell afresh each year, God’s great announcement of Good News is not delivered to kings in palaces, but to shepherds keeping watch at night. Ordinary people, doing an ordinary job, in the dark. God seems to delight in meeting us where we already are.

That may be reassuring if you are here tonight feeling unsure about faith. You do not need to have everything sorted. You do not need to have the right words or the right feelings. The good news is not something you achieve; it is something you receive.

And what is that good news?

Isaiah puts it beautifully: comfort, peace, redemption, joy. John puts it boldly: grace and truth, light and life, God-with-us.

Christmas tells us that God’s response to the brokenness of the world is not distance, but closeness. Not condemnation, but compassion. Not silence, but the Word made flesh.

And that has consequences.

If God has chosen to meet us in vulnerability, then our own vulnerability is not something to be ashamed of. If God comes as a child, then gentleness is not weakness. If God brings light into darkness, then even small acts of kindness, forgiveness, and hope matter more than we know.

This Midnight Mass is not only about remembering what happened long ago. It is about trusting that God is still at work now, today — in ways we may not yet see, but which are no less real.

In a few moments, we will move from listening to words to sharing bread and wine — signs of a God who continues to give himself to us. God still comes to us in ordinary things, made holy by love.

So tonight, whether you come full of faith or full of questions, whether church feels like home or like unfamiliar territory, hear this good news:

God has not stayed far away.
Grace has entered the world.
And nothing — not darkness, not fear, not even death — will have the final word.

“How beautiful,” says Isaiah, “are the feet of the messenger who announces peace.”

Tonight, once again at Christmastime, that messenger is not only a prophet or an evangelist. It is a child, Jesus Christ, Emmanuel – God with us – born in the dark, bringing light into the world.

Thanks be to God.

Amen.